how can i act like someone i am not...all i can say is that he is gone to who knows where ... i miss him... really... sad... really sad... how long more before he will return ... i am sad ...
this pain is killing me.
sad and sorry ... we will just have to wait for a moment ... i have to wait till he reappears to make it easier for him...but for now ... i will just have to do it for him ...
this pain is killing me.
damn ... watching for the 3rd time Armageddon makes me cry still ... haha ... guess tat is me still... still can get emotional ...
this pain is killing me.
i am changing again... feeling so messed up today... later too ... a lot of things just occured to me... i am too blessed ... but i am not treasuring it ... fuck ... what can i do... i am changing to noe ppl supporting me... their pain ... n yet not say... can i cry? i wanna cry beacuse of how ignorant i am ... plz? can i cry? haiz
this pain is killing me.
i am sad ... over something i should not be ... think abt wat ... i dun care .... haiz ... i just feels wierd now... feels wrong ... feel amiss ... not me... i need to be cheerful... yet i cant... why ... someone tell me why... sigh...
this pain is killing me.
speed test... http://www.speedtest.net/result/111226715.png haha
this pain is killing me.
haha ... love u xiao zu ... haha
this pain is killing me.
haha 3 cakes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant believe it .... 3 cakes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am going way hype... haha !!!!!!! all choc ^^ 2 same model... weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .... htis is my happiest of my 17 birthdays ..... yayayayayayaya .... dorcas blogged durian ... i bought durian !!!!!!! i am going so crazy ... so coincidental .... how much more happy can i get... !!!!!!!^^v ^^V ^^v ^^V ^^v ^^V ^^v ^^V ^^v
this pain is killing me.
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