i changed my mind... i am liking someone else now... yea... i am announcing it here... i could not decide it previously... but now i have decided it to be her of the 2 of them... you can say i am doing something impossible... she does not want to be in a relationship yet... that sucks... but i will try... she is younger and the thinking is always like that...she keeps trying to get me off... good thing she is not telling me who the other guy is...some how.. i am relieved... because she does not hate me... and she make me feel normal... i am paranoid over people's opinions about me ... owell... taking things one step at a time now....
this pain is killing me.
Yesterday we saw a pod that was in less of a hurry. One of the whales, probably an adult female, was lolling in front of us. I wanted her to know we were there, so I tossed a snowball out to her. My throw was off: it tapped her on the side, and the dry snow vaporized with a muffled “pat.” In response, she hesitated, and then, to my surprise, she started pushing around a piece of ice that was a couple of feet across. At one point she flicked it with the end of her snout, and it broke in two. She disappeared for a minute and brought back a replacement chunk of ice — about the size of a volleyball. This time, when she arched her head back and snapped it forward, the ice flew out of the water and several feet ahead. For five minutes she motored around the small pond in front of us, repeatedly launching her ball of ice, before she lost interest and went on her way. I had to wonder: Did I just show a killer whale how to throw snowballs?
this pain is killing me.
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this pain is killing me.
| You Are a Pessimist |
 And when things do happen to be bad, life is like a dark pit you can't crawl out of. One bad moment can ruin your day, and you think one bad week can ruin your life. Things are much better than they seem. Just take time to see everything that's going right. |
| What Your Name Says About You |
 Unconventional but unstable Your name also says you are: Brilliant but obsessive Talented but unmotivated Glamorous but snobby |
| Your Famous Last Words Will Be: |
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