take my pain away

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

it is bad .. i am losing it again... damn.... it hurts....
who can understand my pain....




i am putting stress my myself again.... what is going to become of me.... my mind is becoming unstable already.... what can i do ... i do not want to lose everything.... it hurts so much... can i be free of everything in the end .... i do not want to let the things pile up i my heart and in my mind and in my soul and in my head ... i do not want to sacrifice everything i have to remain as who i am.... what can i do to change that fact and the pact i made... will i lose my humanity and be taken over by my own rage and weakness ... can some one teach me....

10:50 PM

this pain is killing me.